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a letter to my someday baby

I love you so much already even though I have never met you. I am fighting for you, I am doing everything in my power to see your face. My whole life has been dedicated to holding you. A million prayers I’ve said for you. Looking forward to the day when I can tell you all about my journey to get me to you.

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The Big Daddy

I did it. I made the appointment. I have always said I’d never do it, that this is where I draw the line but I guess I don’t have a line anymore. There’s no line and no place I won’t go to make this dream come true. Well, to be fair, I haven’t actually “done” anything yet. Just made the appointment to start the IVF process. We’ve met with Drs. before and had IVF consultations, and gone through the motions. But this time it’s different. I can visualize myself doing it. I can imagine it working. I feel like this is my answer. And, crazy as it may sound, I’m excited for it. I want to start the meds all ready and get this thang going. Once I made up my mind that I could do it, I don’t even want to wait anymore. This is the validation I was waiting for to give me the strength to undertake this roller coaster. The big daddy, IVF.